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Love Is Hell
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2009.06.08 20.36
life
this is life.
you're born.
then you are raised by your parents.
then you work hard to get shit that you want.
and then it doesn't mean shit to anyone and it's devalued.
and then you die.
and more often than not, it's horrible.
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2008.10.29 08.46
life is fucking sucking right now
i'm so fucking disappointed.
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2008.09.05 08.42
for the first time ever when I had my weigh in last week with my Dr
I didn't cry.
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2008.08.26 21.15
woah awkward convo with the father today..
we were looking at batteries.
i said i needed 4 x AA batteries.
he asked what i needed them for...
i said...
"uhhh.. a clock"
seriously, what the fuck kind of clock takes batteries like that???
LOL
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2008.08.20 19.52
i've wondered for a while now what it would be like to be happy again.
i'm pretty close to finding out.
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2008.08.11 09.00
On 22 July 2008 my mother picked on me relentlessly about my appearance in a dress I had just bought.
She said it was too tight.
I fucking cut sick because I'm so sick of people picking on my weight, which seems to happen more often that one might imagine.
Today is Monday, 11 August 2008.
I am wearing the dress.
It fits better than it did on that day (when it already fit fine)
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2008.08.02 13.44
I'm not sure why but I decided the other day that it was a good idea to cancel all my upcoming specialist appointments except for the one with the new psych.
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2008.07.23 21.04
I miss [el] steph---oooooo
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2008.07.20 21.36
I feel very fucked off with Three at the moment.
I tried to log in to update my cap and I couldn't log in.
Then I had to get my password sent to my phone and when I went to login, the bastards had locked my user name. So now I have to call customer assistance all because the woman at the Three shop at Marion wouldn't do it for me.
I can't believe they locked me out.
I'm so fucked off.
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2008.07.14 00.42
I'm struggling to hold down food.
last night in the middle of dinner i thought i was going to throw up. i had to go outside because i didn't think i could hold my dinner down any longer.
then tonight after i ate dinner i just couldn't stay awake anymore. I had to go to bed and sleep and then i was waking up because i thought i was going to chuck.
what the hell is wrong with me??
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2008.07.09 20.19
last night I took sleeping pills.
It was so good to have some decent sleep.
I hope that I dont become addicted to them.
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2008.06.19 20.26
I just can't stop binging on rice bubbles.
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2008.05.23 21.02
It feels as though my head isn't even attached to my body.
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2008.05.16 12.47
I don't know what to do...
My mum wants me to take 2 weeks off work
My GP wants me to take at least a week off
so she gave me a certificate for a day.
I don't want to not go to work.
a) i'll have no money (and my consultation cost $142... just for today)
b) who am I if i don't work?? I'll have nothing to do.
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2008.05.14 20.00
121 is such an ugly number on me.
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2008.05.10 16.41
my food allergy is still undiagnosed.
i'm not allergic to:
*nuts
*cereals
*seafood
*common food staples ie. rice, wheat, soybeans, milk, egg whites, bakers yeast
i'm so frustrated.
my base allergy test result went from 556 to 599. (normal person result 1.5 - 100) so i'm off to an allergist.
to other news, im going off the Pill. i've been on for over a year and it's made me nothing but miserable. i've put on at least 5kg of unshiftable weight and i'm tired and i've had enough.
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2008.05.07 19.38
and i have to keep reminding myself everyday
"if it didn't matter lou, then WHY are you still thinking about it??"
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2007.11.01 21.46
I JUST CAN'T LET GO
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2007.10.07 19.39
I haven't posted on this thing in forever.
things are going well.
I love my job and I'm having the time of my life.
I won't close this chapter.
not here. not today.
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2007.05.09 19.47
EVERYTHING'S LAME TODAY
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2007.04.12 21.11
I love it when you can say to people "remember that time..." and they remember because it meant something to them too.
paul, remember how my mother caught me on the phone to you "on a school night' and then she hung up on you and then I saved your ass by saying it was my cous???
remember why we're not friends???
I do
I don't think that you do.
DON'T ACT LIKE I WAS THE ONE WHO DID SOMETHING WRONG.
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